computer iz broke.

moving into sam's apartment this week. cordova regency on bayou. i have my own bathroom!

i'm alive. hanging in there. love you all.

after some slight discussion, john & i have agreed to define our relationship as "exclusively dating." we're getting there!

and also we're going to warped tour in atlanta in july.

my dad died this morning.

i'm flying home on tuesday. indefinitely. i bought a one way ticket to la guardia. i do not know when i will be coming back. two weeks would be ideal, but it could be as long as. .....

i will do what needs to be done. i am capable of doing what needs to be done. but i'm not gonna lie, i'm freaking the fuck out.

first kisses are rad. especially when you get woken up to get them.

baking cupcakes.

last tattoo session at 6.

man i cant help smiling today.

i am getting tired of a number of things, including, but not limited to:
1. my house
2. my job
3. drama
4. being alone
5. poor diet
6. lack of exercise
7. erratic sleep schdule

numbers 5, 6, and 7 i can / am going to change.
numbers 1-4 are just part and parcel of life, i guess, and will change as they may.

this weekend was full of excitement. friday i woke up in a terrible mood and couldnt stop crying. i was really out of it at work but it got better toward the end of my shift. after i got off i went downtown to a bar which is either jack & rons or cabaret, but which is still pretty much jack & rons, to meet josh. hilary, greg, sav, and travis (right ( Read more... )

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EDIT: so final count was about 500 playboys and other miscellaneous skin mags, and 3 to 4 reams of compuer paper covered in [really terrible] internet porn.

i said, goddamn.

the status is playing in vineland tomorrow night. i want to go, but it's down by jersey city, and if my sister is flying back to atlanta that means i'll have to drive down to ( Read more... )

pennsylvania has sweet tea?!?!

highlight of the trip so far.