So I am in Baltimore now.. YAY!
Got to see my sister last night... we had a wonderful dinner... Tamira, Ray, and I...
Suppose to see my friend Moonie, Pam, and Blue tomorrow.... Looking forward to that...
Going to Best Buy tomorrow.. ummm... maybe not.. I will figure it out...
Weather has been cold and rainy... but I like it....
Things will fall into ( Read more... )

Don't tell me that you have bad news but that we will talk later.
Don't tell me that you don't have time to dicuss it now.
Don't tell me it is too complicated.
Don't tell me it isn't something to discuss in text messages!!!!

You brought the whole conversation up damnit!
You don't end up telling me til three days later in a text message.
It wasn't fucking ( Read more... )

So I am not moving to Cali at all now....I am moving to Baltimore with Laura and Ray... Ptolemy and Athaya as well...Why you ask? Because I like living with them... I don't want to be in Cali really... too damn expensive... also... I could have lived with that Butch... but we really didn't know each other... and I wanted a relationship with hym... ( Read more... )

So life as I know it... things are so much in the air right now... am I staying? or am I going? I feel as if I am spinning in circles... This has nothing to do with my bipolar... I am torn... trying to put my heart back together... trying to live one day at a time... well off to rescue a friend... what a good friend am I.... lol take care all

Things are good here in TX. I have a car now. I have a good job at Best Buy. Working a lot. Love life? I don't have one right now....rather not have one. Don't know what else to put in here right now...Not feeling really deep today. 

Life as I know it is different lately then what I have been used to...I have been rather depressed of late from the lack of job and love life problems...tho for the most part I don't have one, maybe that is the problem in and of itself lol...Being depressed isn't the difference really...it is the fact that I can change my mood on my own...Yes I am ( Read more... )

Life as I know it right now is good...
Why? I don't know....lol
I don't have a job 
I do have a place to live that is safe
I am happy
Maybe it is because I am content
Maybe because of her...
Maybe just because..
Whatever the reason 
I am just happy lol :-)

So many things happening at once. My bestest friend is getting a house..wow! So cool! One day I might be a proud owner of a house...I can only aspire at the moment.

Well....I am moving to Baltimore this April the 5th. I am so scared and so excited. You all would think I am crazy...actually I think I am crazy...lol...I am taking a big risk but I am ( Read more... )

So, my 33rd birthday is on March 19th but I am celebrating on the 15th here in Austin....So many friends I am missing...Wish I could see your faces...Makes me want to cry sometimes...

I am so annoyed, irritated, angry, pissed, mad...
whatever you want to call it...
I just want to scream, cry, hurt something...
She has no respect for anyone or anything...
I am tired of going out of my way for her...
I am tired of her using me...
I am tired of doing for her...
but when I need help I don't get it...
I am sick of hearing about her shit...
I ( Read more... )