so i saw rent yesterday, it was pretty good, but waayyy too much dialouge, don't expect a reproduction. going out with bridget tonite, so excited. this is like the first time in forever that i've gone out. umm.....yeah, don't know what else to say, and hey, she's here....i'll update when i get back.

so...dancing around in my underwear to Hanson....yeah, i'm cool. so, i guess i'm feeling better. bronchitis really sucks, plus a sinus infection. (sorry, tmi?) so anyway, this sucks because I have to go get my brows done, and they won't let me because I'm sick. But I'm not! But I can't go to work, so I guess I am. But still, hello, it's ( Read more... )

So I'm finally coming to terms with the fact that I lost a mother. (woah, what, lizzi's back? yeah, she's back, back to me.) I mean, it's just weird. I never really recognized my birthmother as my mother until she died, but it's been almost a year now (one year new year's eve) and I'm finally realizing something ( Read more... )

It's not like I like them anymore, cause I don't. Not any of them, I'm totally over them all. Then why is it, may I ask, do I get insanly jealous over them all, one in particular. I mean, I'm over him, right? Right. What is going on? Encrypted enough for you? Damn, I hope so, cause that's all I've got.

and so it happens again. It's such a routine now that it's almost sad. I go around the house tallying up my pajama pants and socks and t-shirts and disappear for 6-12 days, then miraculously show up again, cured. Is it bad that I find home in a place like this? It's not like I don't need this, I do, really....though if I do, why am I trying to ( Read more... )

Yeah, okay. No date to prom. No biggie. I just....I just want to quit messing up. I see other people holding hands, drinking milkshakes (uber-obvious ludo reference) and I want to know how did they do it? How did they stand each other long enough to get that close, love that much? It's a thought that I can't get out of my head...what are they doing ( Read more... )

I just don't get it. What am I doing wrong? And don't say nothing, because

1. I'm sick of hearing it
2. It's obviously a lie because
3. Three guys have wanted to be "just friends" in the past month

I just got done with my "date" with Preston. I am such an idiot. I was all over him, and he had no idea what to do with me. It's like a whale going up to a...a...I ( Read more... )

she wanted to cry. she wanted to have a tangible expression of her pain. something she could feel, touch, taste like the ocean. but not the ocean. the ocean is free, and she was once again caged in her unhappiness. she wanted to cry but she couldn't. she wanted to tell him of the pain, the pain she knew so well, that he had once again caused her to ( Read more... )

Chucks

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So I found a sweet car that I really want. It's a 2000 Saturn SL2, blue, and a hatchback and totally kickin! That's my big news. Oh, and my best friend and I are still best friends, as if you all cared. At least I think so. Are we? JEKkie, answer me, i'm kinda worriedish now. Anyway, I only updated to give someone something to look at, so yea for ( Read more... )