happy friday the 13th... hopefully you don't find yourself being chased by anyone in a hockey mask or shit like that... chainsaws are also a bad idea on this holiest of days ( Read more... )

hello. it's lauren. your old pal, lauren. remember me? no? then why are you reading this ( Read more... )

my mom officially moved out today... she bought a house with her sister so yeah. i'm homeless in a couple of weeks. fun!! it's really fucking sad being in my house now... it's completely empty except for my room and a couple tables. my house echoes. i could be deep and say something like it echoes like the depths of my empty soul or something, but ( Read more... )

so a lot has changed... me and drea broke up. and yeah... that's sucked. still friends, love her a lot, but shit happens, ya know? so yeah, dealing with that ( Read more... )

i can't sleep... i'm the only one up. i need to vent about how much my stepmom, carolyn, hates me. dislikes me. treats me like crap. because it's eating a bit at me... sorry this is long ( Read more... )

i'm such a sucker for a good romantic comedy... holy crap i can be such a girl sometimes... even while watching the movie with my dad and brother while i'm wearing boxers and a wife-beater haha. beat that ( Read more... )

so my sister won miss california state last night... very effing exciting =) lots of pics up on my 'space. you know how i roll.

i'm going back to the phx on monday morning... i'll get back about noon-ish.

PS:
i miss old friends. funny how things change so drastically.

but i'm thankful for my new group.

Hey, anybody who still reads this ( Read more... )

so i woke up at like 6pm today, super depressed for no reason... really out of it... and just in a bad place. i went and laid with my mom in her giant bed and cried. yeah, it was that bad. i rarely cry. i laid there for a few hours then went and ran errands for her ( Read more... )