If you would have asked me two months if i wanted to leave this place, I would have said no, that i'd give anything to stay. It was the pursuit of happiness, the pursuit of something safe, comfortable, something that only one person had the power to give me. There was only one person who could have convinced me to stay but just looking into my eyes ( Read more... )

Ok, so sorry for all the applicants, you are all too late, oh well, better luck next time, haha, thank you for participating.

Ok, so I feel a bit stupid for having it come to this, but due to the circumstances I thought I'd give it a shot. Ok, so the person I was planning to go to prom with completely stood me up the other days and all of a sudden changed their mind about going. Thus, as a result I have been left without a date. This is in a way a formal advertisment in a ( Read more... )

what did i do to deserve this?

I'm bored and started listening to all my pink floyd stuff again, this got me to thinking about things. I came up with this question, what is the greatest album of all time? I'd put in a vote for either Dark Side Of The Moon, or Clapton Unplugged. Now I want to see what you my loyal lj readers, all two of you, think about this.

I wish I could just go back to the days when my heart didn't feel like a ton of bricks in my chest everyday. When my mind was at ease. If only I could. Maybe things will turn out ok in the end, I just wish I knew when it was that I could truly feel happy again. Truly feel that there is nothing missing in my life, and that I could lose everything ( Read more... )

Well, I had put an away message on my aim today as an april fools joke that I was in the hospital. Well, as fate would have it, later in the day I broke my leg during a soccer game. Oh well, damn fate ( Read more... )

Its amazing how your closest friend, the one person you trust the most in the world is always the one who ends being the one you lose. Well, I can say I've lost the best friend i've ever had, the one person who I would literally die for, what do i get in return, heartbreak. Figures.

As I sit here, on the eve of my 18th birthday. I felt like maybe writing something in this little ol' thingy they call the eljay. I know I hardly ever do, but I have my reasons for it. Turning 18, its supposed to be the start of my adult life. Well, I do officially become an adult here in the States, but I don't feel any different from when I ( Read more... )

ok, well since everyone else did this and was nice enough to say things about me, i guess i'll do it too ( Read more... )