I cut of my hair and i'm happy about it. I feel lonely and tired and sore and have had a long week. Certain people are being tactless and they don't even realize it. There isn't anything wrong with what they're doing, but the way they're doing it is a bit indecent. I'm tired of people that need to be the center of attention all the time, and ( Read more... )

    I don't understand anyone. People really suck.

I got my license, and am insured and my car is regestered. now i have no excuse not to get a job, so im going to start applying for one. I think i'm going to try to get  a job at a bookstore in falmouth, because its a little close to my house.  I have a meeting with my mommy and the principle on tuesday, to discuss early graduation. I feel like ( Read more... )

    I don't know why i came home, i should have probably gone in-town or to the beach. I'm depressed and i can't get over anything. i wish the maps would fold in and let me be close to people i need to be close too. I wish everyone wasn't so young. I need stability in my life and can't find it anywhere. I want to be a house cat, or a fish in some ( Read more... )

    So it's 1 am, and i don't know why i am up. i was asleep for a little while sometime tonight, but im not quite sure when. But i can't get back to sleep now because im too busy over analyzing everything that's ever happened. What has gotten into me lately? hm. i think i know ( Read more... )

    It's sunday morning and i only slept a few hours last night. i didn't get to sleep until around 5, and i woke up at 11. i guess thats not so bad. It's rainy out and i saw a fischer run across my yard. It's so wet out, but the turkeys at the bird feeder digging up worms don't seem to mind. Father Turkey (the biggest [he's massive!], and ( Read more... )

    "The emperor of the south sea is known as Change. The emperor of the north sea is called Dramatic. The emperor at the centre is called Chaos. Change and Dramatic met every so often in the region of Chaos. Chaos always treated them kindly and virtuously. Change and Dramatic said, "Everyone has seven orifices so that they can see, hear, eat, and ( Read more... )

    It's cold in my room and its gray outside. I've been up for a few hours, but it's only felt like a few minutes. I don't have much to do today, so i guess i'll just read and wait for someone to talk to me. I just put socks on and they're clean and white and a little warm. I had a few bad dreams last night and i'm not quite sure what any of them ( Read more... )