As I've Matured...

I've learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is stalk them and hope that they panic and give in...

I've learned that one good turn gets most of the blankets.

I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people are just jackasses.

I've learned that it takes years to build up trust, and it only takes ( Read more... )

Scenario:

Imagine that you have just seen a vision and that a strong gut instinct reveals to you how you are going to die and when...do you just go with it and let it happen or do you try to alter and prevent your futures end?

I wake up, go to school, and then I come back home where I spend the rest of the day in front of the computer. This is what occurs about 6 days of the week. I'M PATHETIC!!! But that's okay, because I'm still allowed to go wherever I want whenever I want. I have nothing to keep me back now, the only time I have to speak to my parents is asking them ( Read more... )

I don't think I have ever laughed as hard as I did tonight. Tonight was freaking awesome, everybody got together for movie/game night at Bobby's house. And by everybody I mean: Nate, Nikki, Joey, Ty, Cory, Benji, Kris, Mike, Derrek, Jeremy, Charissa, Dawn, Bobby (of course), Jessica, and myself. It was one crazy party. First we watched Finding Nemo ( Read more... )

And by die I mean sleep for the rest of my something...or at least until I wake up from...oh who cares. Well if you haven't noticed I'm a little out of it right now. Yep! I just got home from...from a concert/party where me and the band played. Actually it was for the Ceaniga...no cianega...no cienga...oh whatever it was for the sadie hawkins dance ( Read more... )

I can die happy now.

I hate it! My parents are turning into the worst parents ever. I can't say that I've ever really had an honest to goodness reason to dislike them, until now. They are starting to jump to conclusions about everything and now were fighting more...I don't know what to do. But I know that soon I will be moving out and I won't be living here anymore. I ( Read more... )

I suffer now more than I ever have before. I want to just wish away the pain, but I know it's something I deserve. I've managed to take a perfect part of my life and wreck it. I did it, I did it all on my own, no help from anyone. What's worse is that while I wrecked my perfection, I hurt the someone who gave me that perfection...that one person ( Read more... )

Well...it's been a long time since I've posted here...and in my opinion, not long enough. Anyways, I am getting ready to leave tomorrow for Music Camp in Austin, Texas at noon. I am going with Jon and bunch of other kids down here in Sierra Vista. Speaking of Sierra Vista, I was driving through town today with my Grandmother and I saw this hot Ford ( Read more... )

Ah yes, today was definitely fly, most good words can't describe how awesome it was ( Read more... )