So in a series of events that occurred yesterday, only one really eats at me. Upon taking Jon home last night, after going to play DDR and pool at Mainstreet and then going to Jake's house to watch 3 Ninjas and eat Shrek ice cream, he told me something that sever ly irritated me. He said he went paint balling with the Parkers on saturday, but didn' ( Read more... )

That's how I feel right about now, not knowing what's going to happen next. The Anticipation. I've tried to take my mind off of it, but nothing seems to work. I tried playing online games and surfed around...nope. I tried to play PlanetSide for a couple of hours...nope. I even attempted to go to sleep...nope.

I hate this.

The walk didn't help ( Read more... )

Or at least those are the words that came from Mrs. Parker's mouth over my cell phone. God my hands are shaking...My hearts beating wildly out of fear, confusion, and frustration...I can hardly breath...I know what I did wrong and I also know what we did wrong. I never should have put Rachael into this position. For once I thought that things were ( Read more... )

Well today has been awesome! To start off I got to jam with my band and finally worked out the sound equipment...except that two of the speakers need a wire-job and one speaker, well it's not even a speaker, just the case. Anyways after that I went over to Rachael's house and beat her in chess again, making it two days in a row BABY! By the way - I ( Read more... )

I'm not a perfect person ( Read more... )

Ok maybe my last post was left a little indefined...The parties I went to were totally legit, as in there was no alcohol and no sex!!! And as for the smoking, well that's just something I enjoy. Ah yes, the beautiful taste of a cigar. And see with a cigar you don't inhale like you do a cigarette, you taste ( Read more... )

I walk into my house last night and my mom asks, "Do you live here?" I mean it's a good thing that I get out, but I seem to be doing things I shouldn't. Such as I have been going to parties I shouldn't have lately and I even started smoking more than I usually do. Maybe it's the stress I am undergoing...then again I don't believe that teens really ( Read more... )

Off and on ( Read more... )

I fucking hate Live Journal! So then why am I here? Maybe because I have no one to vent on or anything better to do around here, so I'm gonna vent here. Once again I fucking hate Live Journal. I hate the way I can only find things out about my friends and loved ones here rather than have them tell me. I hate how everyone complains about the downers ( Read more... )