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sometimes, i wonder
if he still thinks about me
if he dreams about me

but mostly, if he still thinks about me and wishes he could reach out to me.

I've always told myself that I want you to be happy. That I would be happy if you chased after your happiness when we left each other ( Read more... )

Hope is like a double-edged sword.
It keeps you alive but it kills you at the same time.

After all these time, I actually still miss you.

I wish things had been different but as you said, I was a coward.

I still am.

If I had the guts, things would have been different.

there's a difference between what you want to do and what you have to do. the difference is- you.

It has been an awfully long time ( Read more... )

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well then ( Read more... )

it wasnt very big.
neither was it small.
it was just nice.
and it brought me back a sense of normalcy.
with the new furniture in, and the possibility of a brighter future, its all exciting.

and having them, just makes everything feel like how it should always be.
although i was cranky before meeting up wit them.

anyhows, thank you from the bottom of my ( Read more... )

Another shot at making it real.
Like a whole load has been taken off me.

And my question is
To stay or to go?

For the first time in a long time, I can shed tears of relief.

Alhamdulillah.