Last night was my 5 year high school reunion. At the last minute, all of my friends told me they wouldn't be able to make it so I had to decide if I wanted to go without them. Matt (my boyfriend now!) said he would come with me, but I kind of felt like it was something I had to do on my own. It ended up being the right decision. Matt was ( Read more... )

I feel like I'm in a good place right now. Tomorrow it is balls to the wall with school stuff. I've been a tad distracted the past two days and have been getting home late for work so things haven't been getting done like they should. BUT after Thursday is over I get to relax for the first time in months! Mon and Tues are work days, but then ( Read more... )

Normally, I think sports injuries are cool.

Bowling injuries aren't cool.

That is all.

I have been eatting myself out of house and home lately! Stress is killing me right now and I'm sure it is related. There just aren't enough hours in the day to get everything done. Amazingly, the scale dropped and I am down to 225. If I can get to 220 before my reunion I will be thrilled! 219 would be even better because I would love to get ( Read more... )

I went to my first BU hockey game tonight. It was a great game and it felt so good to be around hockey again. It was just an overall good night ( Read more... )

Thought I would vent/update about my guy situation. Here it goes ( Read more... )

It is time to lose the weight. I am going to do it this time and give it as much of myself as I can ( Read more... )

Tonight I am trying to put things with Jeff behind me. There is absolutely nothing I can do to make him come back or change his mind. So I'm done trying. If he decides to talk to me on his own, then good. I have to stop trying to get him to talk to me ( Read more... )

Today was not a good day. I was exhausted and dragging myself through the motions of classes. I wasn't doing very well at all. I forgot a few major things for the last class of the week and left feeling like a failure. Then I came home to an empty kitchen, a mess in my apartment, and about a thousand things to do for my job. It was exhausting ( Read more... )

Jeff and I got into a huge fight this week. It basically started with me telling him I missed him and missed being together. Then it turned into this huge mess that ended very badly. I feel like we could have worked it out, but he decided not to talk to my anymore. I can't take that. I feel like shit. I'm crying hysterically right now and ( Read more... )