I haven't posted in forever, but now I want to. Right now, things are just out of control in my life. School is way too busy and is the major source of the ass kicking I have been receiving lately. My internship is stressful and I hate seeing bad things happen without being able to help much. Work is just too much right now and I am done with ( Read more... )

Now that my love life has settled down and has become a source of a strength (instead of the usual distraction) I feel like it is time to take on the parts of my life that aren't as together ( Read more... )

Today is my one monthaversary with my boyfriend Jim. In one month, we have become closer than I have been with most of the guys I have dated. He is so good to me all the time and I just feel incredibly comfortable with him. He laughs at my jokes, even the lamest ones. He can handle me when I am stressed, hungry, tired, or PMSing. Anyone that ( Read more... )

Sometimes I just need people to put me in my place. I have a really good thing going right now and I manage to lose sight of that so easily. It is a good thing all my friends and family really like him, because it helps to get a reality check every once in a while ( Read more... )

WHAT WOULD YOU RATHER BE CALLED ( Read more... )

I started dating Jim about two weeks ago. We had been talking on the phone non stop for a month before that and finally decided to hang out. The first date was great. I may have been a tad bit drunk, but I had a really good time. The second date I was kind of holding back and not making myself the easiest person to be with that night. So I ( Read more... )

Fuck everybody else ( Read more... )

I should be happy right now and I'm just not.

I need to pull things back together because I was doing so well.

Now, things aren't as good and I'm not sure how to get back to where I was.

I had something and then I lost it. Maybe that is harder than never having it at all.

Maybe I just need to get some sleep.

It feels nice to be able to relax a little bit. School is over. Guy drama was ended last night and won't be happening again any time soon. Now RA stuff and internship is all I have to worry about and that is definitely a relief ( Read more... )

It is 3:30 fucking am and I can't sleep ( Read more... )