wow. it has been like 2 months since ive updated. kind of wierd considering i was updating a lot (for me) during the summer. so here's whats been happening ( Read more... )

congratulations on your engagement! (yes you![nate and cheryl])

(Click here to post your own answers for this meme.)

✓ I miss somebody right now.
✓ I don't watch much TV these days.  (TV is for suckers)
× I own lots of books.  (not big on the owning books thing)

✓ I wear glasses or contact lenses.  (i hate my glasses)
× I love to play video games.  (not anymore)
× I've tried marijuana.  ( Read more... )

Made up
You win
I'm lost
Give in
To each
Their own
With all their sins

i really dont get people sometimes. so for all you people out there, please explain yourselves...

it seems like i never have time to write an actual entry anymore, and i find them useless anyways considering no one reads this except for the select few. so i think i may just do a list update every once in a while ( Read more... )

sometimes people say that dreams are but random neurons firing in the brain. this is one case i do not believe is true. i have these dreams at night. lately they are all the same, happening every night. these dreams are too important to ignore, they have to mean something. it creates this feeling in my gut, like im supposed to be doing something ( Read more... )

im a wreck...im shaky, i feel like shit. my gut drops every five seconds.

i shouldnt have come home for the summer...

so there is a couple of things that i have learned today. The first thing is that i NEED to talk to kayla when i have a problem...it doesnt help for me to hold it in. And its good that she is so good at telling what is wrong with me and is persistant at getting it out of me, seeing that i am one stubborn son of a bitch. I thank her and love her ( Read more... )

fuck off.