I don't even know how long it's been since i've even looked at live journal, but here I am. So, I'm in college now. It still seems weird to say that, although it has hit me that I won't be seeing a lot of people until thanksgiving and/or christmas, but I've come to terms with it. I've met a lot of great people at college, and already have some ( Read more... )

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People are gonna start leaving for college in the next couple of weeks. It’s pretty fucking depressing. I know that I’ll still see all of my really good friends, but even then it won’t be as much, I mean, Eastern is like fucking 5 hours away. I’m looking forward to meeting new friends too, but it’s hard to think that I will meet people as kind, ( Read more... )

I wonder if she’ll ever know. I wonder if she thinks about me like I think about her. I wonder, but I can’t act. The fear of losing a friendship over something like this is too scary. But the relationship that could blossom is to tempting to let slip by. I have to know. I will ask her when the time is right. Who knows when that will be? ( Read more... )

Two days and counting. What else can I say besides, HOLY SHIT!!! It is so hard to believe that high school is almost over. It doesn't feel like it should be. Don't get me wrong, I am as ready as anyone to get out of here, it just doesn't really feel that close to the end. For an example, Prom was last Saturday. I had the best time ever! The ( Read more... )

Ok, now I know that a lot of people have been writing their journals about how hard it is to believe that we have so little time left in High School, but I figured I'd throw in my two cents ( Read more... )

The dream is always the same. I’m in a room, with no doors or windows. All the walls are perfectly white. The room was flawlessly square, each wall complimenting the last. The only thing in the room with me is a white table. Sitting on the table is a small, gray notebook. As I start to walk towards the table, I seem to walk in slow motion. ( Read more... )

Ahhhhhhh, Saturday. Better than friday, because you don't have to go to school, and better than sunday, because you don't have to go to school the next day! :) So....let me go over my day with you. I woke up at about 9:30 (after going to bed at like 2 or 3 the night before) because roder has to work. I wake up and go on the net because i ( Read more... )

So, Linnea wants me to update. And I dont' really have anything on my mind that i want to make public. So i'll just go off on random shit! Well, i didn't get to school today until 6th period, cause i didn't wake up until one o'clock :) It was tight. I drove to school too! I was sooooo happy to be driving, it felt soooooo good ( Read more... )

So it's going on 1:38, and i can't sleep, and i have to wake up at like 7 fucking 30 tomorrow cause roder has to go to court. I'm sure that i'll be fine ( Read more... )