well i havent write in a journal in awhile but i was talking to a friend from phoenix and she made me realize that i have had so much and took advantage of alot and lost almost everything, i mean i sit here sad and lonely not cause of them but cause of me. i mean i have had so many girls show me love but i pass on it cause of that one little thing ( Read more... )

so so so so drunk just wanted to say i love all of you!!!! and i am so sad cause i put my kittie to sleeop last week! that hurt really bad i love her and she was all i had! but holla at me when u can 915-253-4927!!! i am an eastider buit willing to travel for friends!!!!peace out!@@@@

my cat is dying i think i need to put her down tomorrow :-(

well i am almost back to be steve that i used to know, not sure if you remember this guy but he used to always look at the positive things and tried so hard to make people happy! well i am almost there, i have decided to move out of this hell hole and get an apt. earlier than may cause i really cant handle all these negative events that happen at ( Read more... )

well lately life has been okay i guess just a lot of things to think about, come may i need to have found an apt and i am not sure if i want to go to cali yet it would be the perfect time cause as of right now there is no baggage like when i joined the army. and i think i just need to get away from things i think it is the best option then matt can ( Read more... )

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just sitting here in my room with two beautiful women heheheheh that i am still gonna go to bed alone!~ i hate my life heheheheheh i have thought alot this week and i decided to mkae my life better and by doing that i am gonna enhance my family life 100000 percent instead of my drinking! what do u think! and i should just realize that me and val ( Read more... )

well in about an hour it will mark the 13 year that my dad has been gone :-( boy do i miss him. tomorrow is gonna suck, i bet my life i cry all day.

well lately i have been chillin out on the whole party thing, i have given a lot of thought to going to school and am going to try to enroll late at epcc, cause i always told myself to go to school when i get to cali but i realize that the smart thing is to chill here and enjoy it a lil more dont rush things and just live day by day. i really dont ( Read more... )

this is your hubble narrator talking,,,,,,,, lately everything has been going great! nothing really big to post today so i just wanted to say yo yo yo.