well today for no reason i felt like i have been through alot of shit and every friend that has been there for me i have fucked in one or multiple ways. i hate feeling like this because i had a great day and still i cant stop thinkin that there is alot of good things to come my way along with so many bad, and i just dont want to deal with the bad, ( Read more... )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ME ;-)

well i just posted this long ass post and lost it shit!!!! well it went like this ( Read more... )

well i blew it no reconciliation in the works i just don't get that heather will take jason back 100 times paul got candy back, and me nada and i personally think i treated her like a queen well up until i was a dick but ehhhh i just dont get it. oh well now nothing is stopping me from doing what i gotta do. i will still love her like i said ( Read more... )

well i am here just chilin just thought i would drop a live journal post lately i have been having dreams od lyndz she is always the coolest friend in my dream nothin more and nothing less, i wake up missing her cause well cause i love that girl, i am over the fact that i will prob never get her back and i accept that she is happy with mark but i ( Read more... )

well lately i have split up with me girlfriend, and now i am looking back on the past just to make myself feel good. :-\ well today i picked up linden from the airport and just chilled i am prob not gonna go to work cause it is 530am and i should be there by 830 so it isnt really worth it , well while i was looking at some old emails from a person ( Read more... )

well i am in a weird mood sad mixed with jealous - i call it "tres anos" so i have been not partying and returning bak to my normal self. a much needed task, well i guess a rude awaking that i have matt to thank for and i dont mean that in a bad way i really mean i have taking so much for granted i cant lose him to he is my bro my protege and i ( Read more... )

been thinking and realized yeah i am such a retard k night ill poat later not like if antbody reads my shit anyway

well lately i have been sad and confused i want to call lyndz for her bday today but i fight it. Once i hear her voice i am dammed for another few months it is bad enough that i still love her and always will, and trust me it really isnt a bad thing u know but when love is a one way street you tend to go the wrong way sometimes and right now i am ( Read more... )

well i am sitting at home about to fix my car cause something is terribly erong , so ill update lata hurry home jorge and tony