Why is it that life never just sucks, it sucks ten fold?  And why is it that when that happens, the only person you know will make you smile is the one you know shouldn't?

A chance incounter and an outrageous hope.  Is it worth risking what I have knowing that somewhere I may perhaps have something better?

:) in three days, I will be in Vegas.  I'm excited ( Read more... )

I haven't postest in a long ass time.  But, really, when do I ever really talk to you guys?  Sad.

I have had LOTS going on.

I am 21.  Yay.  And now we play the waiting game.  At least a few months for every one of you.

I just recently started my new job at BankMutual.  HOLY COW.  Let me tell you, there is much more to banking then just the money ( Read more... )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ME!!!

You're right.  You're not responisble for the hurtful things done to me by people in my past.  And that displaced mistrust, I am sorry for.  But take fucking responsibility for the hurtful things that you have done to me and the lasting effect they have had on me.  That, my friend, is yours to mend.  You did not feel the hurt, because you caused it ( Read more... )

i love good news.  And good news right before my birthday is even better.  And my 21st at that.
All that bad karma from my birthday last year is making this year amazing.

highschool = the forgotten chapter

it's when all the really bad things happened and when I had very low self confidence

Ever get that feeling of exhaustion when too many overwhelming things happen at once?  It feels like my body is going to give in, and I don't know what to do.  I don't think there is anything I can do.  I was suppose to spend some time with Eric this week, but I really don't think it's possible.  Too much has come up.  It's a funny feeling, knowing ( Read more... )

Just when I decide to job search and someone  actually seems interested in me, Express decides to give me a little promotion. Figures.  I hope they don't expect me to keep my availability.

Other than that, things are going decent I suppose. I'm soo super excited for my birthday, and even more super excited for Las Vegas.  I can't remember the last ( Read more... )

I'm bored.  Like not just a little bored, but a lotta bored.  I could be doing a number of things, but I just don't want to.  I did however fix my computer.  See, I just got my tower back from my brother and in a matter of minutes I managed to download about 100 different viruses/trojans/malware/adware/badcomputerthings.  And in a matter of hours I ( Read more... )