We obviously have our differences. And with that becomes our consequences ( Read more... )

I believe you tried to call me and I didn't answer. I tried calling you back but the same. I'm not sure if it was a mistake or on purpose, but know that next time I will try to reply with kindness and understanding.

I just want to be fine.
I also want others to be the same.
I'm not going to be poetic unfortunately. I'm just not able to to create a bunch of words you don't deserve. Kinda fucked up but that's where I've been left in.

This is what it is.  It's been almost 15 years since I have posted something on here.  I have completely forgot about this site and randomly it just popped up in my mind.  So I took a gander to see if still exists and here it is.  Warning, there might be parts of emotions we don't want to feel and deal with.  It could be very hard to control when ( Read more... )

Tonight's Adventures was a creepy one. as the day drew it's full deck out in-front of me it threw me a obsolete face at me. This had turned itself over for me without touching it and at first was a fairly attractive one. Actually it was as stunning as I could ever see it until the beast let out its crashing roar and disrupted my euphoric world with ( Read more... )

I'm completely suprised that this is here after not using it for so long. I'm kind of glad that it is cuz that just means I can type here still and write whatever bullshit I want. But in this case just want to mention that my birthday is this friday the 21st and there's going to be a birthday party for me and my cousin Natalie at our Oom Hans' ( Read more... )

And when it hurts for me ( Read more... )

I feel as though my feet are in a bucket of already hardened cement. Not the fresh kind because I've been this way for a while. I've been going out a lot though I still feel there's something empty or just missing inside me. Gus and I had some really deep conversations about life and things and he's pretty much where I am. It's pretty damn ( Read more... )

I don't know whats going on in my head. I've just been so... not lost, but it feels that way. I guess just a little bit lonely and not taken serious enough... I've noticed things about myself that I don't like and there are way too many to acknowledge at this point. I've felt so down in the dumps for... weeks now.. My mind is eating my insides ( Read more... )

OK... on Saturday May 26th, 2007. SHIT WENT DOWN. well Maybe Eventually. I'm stuck in a Predicament. BUT I'M SO FUCKIN PISSED ABOUT IT!