To those I've hurt. or who have hurt me ( Read more... )

Inevitably it has to happen with every one of them. SOmehow, this time it feels different. I'm not looing forward to explaining my past for some reason, but I know if we are to havea future to-gether it needs to happen ( Read more... )

I did absolutely nothing yesterday. It was kind of nice, but rather boring. In my attempt to be a better human being I am no longer going places uninvited. I'm real easy to get ahold of, if you want me there you can tell me that. If you don't care enough for a phone call or an IM, or would rather not have me there, I won't bother you with my ( Read more... )

I did. It just doesn't work. Just when the world was starting to look better it took a fucking nosedive. My computer broke. My steroe broke. My heart broke. Last night was good for the most part, but I simply can't be in her prescence without feeling like shit. I hate halo. Everytime I forget that, I'm reminded it makes doing other fun ( Read more... )

I think I'm doing a lot better. I think I'm beginning to care about things the way I used to, and not jsut see them the that distorted little lens. Yeah, it still burns. I still feel pretty fucking worthless in a lot of ways. I still have no desire to be reminded of her, and how she is. And how utterly taken in by it I all was. On the other ( Read more... )

I may buy the power 9 next week. Beta. 1300

I'm sorry, I can't just forget about things. I can't just feel like a good person, whose worthwhile. I can't help but be hurt by what appears to be the truth. I can't help but feel bad about myself considering the things I'm told, I'm bawling, and I'm very very depressed right now. I'm trying to get out of this but its hard. I'm sorry I'm not ( Read more... )

DJNUB's LJ stalker is godalmighty!godalmighty is stalking you because they have nothing better to do with their time. They are also in jail for murder!

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Warning, do not read if magic to life comparisons make no sense or offend you ( Read more... )