At the request/suggestion/demand of my doctor, I am attending a medical weight loss seminar. It's kind of a waste of time. I haven't heard anything I don't know. This pretty much just makes me more frustrated.

Yep. My worst fears were confirmed. Not sure how I proceed from here.

when you realize that happily ever after is a myth? When everything you have simply isn't enough? I don't know, and I don't want to know... but I might be forced to find out.

I don't think I'm doing so well right now...

I miss Cathy. That is all.

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I'm absolutely livid. I'm so unbelievably angry with the courts, the police, our society. I'll write a longer entry tomorrow when I'm calmer. I'll put it behind a cut. Trigger warning... it will contain the whole stories, which involve sexual assault and brutal, violent murders. So, if that's an issue for you, you might not want to read it. It's ( Read more... )

Sometimes, I think I'm a friendly person. I like talking to people and I generally like being a social worker. Today, though, I hate everyone and I really just want to disappear from society for a while. Mood swings suck, and I have no clue where they come from. Ugh. That's all.

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Tennessee is beautiful. Nashville is a pretty awesome city. So, why, again, do I live and struggle in Baltimore? I want to move. Maybe here. Maybe not. But not Baltimore.

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New meds for about a week now. I think they are working pretty well. I feel better, I've slept better, and I'm able to get up in the morning. Very happy about this.

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So, my adopted sister is in the ER. She's 13, and she endorsed suicide with a plan. I worry about her. I know what she's going through. I was talking to my sister about my extreme childhood depression. How much I wanted help, but I didn't know how to get it. I cut, usually my forearms or knuckles. I wanted people to notice. I literally carved "help ( Read more... )