I'am on a lot of meds in wanting to die really bad but i can't kill myself so i don't know why i'am on meds if i can't kill mysele but still i want to die i just want to. you can comment me if you want.but if you want to know why i on meds becuse i try to kill myself i know y'll don't care so i don't know i i'am puting this up tell me do y'll want ( Read more... )

I look and think back on what this pace will be if I was not here. and I think it will better if I gone. so I was thinkin of ending my life no body will care that I'm gone tha will be happy that I die so don't try to stop me because I might not do it but if you want to say something to me you can but I can do this lieing makeing people cry so to ( Read more... )

Merry Christmas, this is Misery here, wanting to say have a Merry Fuckin' Gothic Christmas, for everybody, hey comment! Tell me Merry Christmas or something, cuss me out, just say something to my ass, I'm getting sick ov being a ghost to you people, damn you all! And Santa's a fat bitch.


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Um, I over did my drinking tonight because of an old mistake of me cheating on my girlfriend, backfired when a girl I know named Amanda decided to play a fucking pregnant role and say it was my baby, so now I'm drunk off my ass, I'm a little bit better right now, because I can speak clearly, but I'ma save up and get this paternity test and see if ( Read more... )

Today was a little awkward, well not awkward today was fucked up, the boys that jumped me basically came up to school looking for the girl that said they raped them with their guns on them and I'm still a little confused on, the little cheating incident and how the hell did I start it and how can I make it up to Samantha, its a whole buncha shit ( Read more... )

My Girl take me to see gold mind squad it was so much fucking fun I got fucked up in tha pit but I'm ok.
my night was good I got to fuck up this man because he hit me in tha back of tha head but tha pit was fucking nice she didn't get in but I loved tha pit tha other band's were good but G.M.S fucking rock's


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Basically, I'm getting married soon, but I'm a little nervous, I don't know how it'll be when I marry her, if you want to come, leave me a message or if you know her, leave her a message, I'm on more medication, whoopidie damn doo, my day is just screwed, I hope my dad lost the damned prescriptions, so I won't have to get my three new medicines, ( Read more... )

Today I feel like shit Im' so fuck in tha mind Im' in so much pain from I don't on why my pain is fucking killing me I feel like dieing I want to kill or die by-by ya

Ti's me misery I got put out of school a day befor spring break. It's fuck up um' I don't no why me school put me but Iam happy 'o' march tha was my b.day Im' 16 ya-ya so my day was fuck? but I had fun that all Misery Dreams is out no school for me fuck yes bY-By Now.

Death got to be easy cause life is hard. I look for freedom in love. I find the freedom in love thats keeping me from killing myself. And finding freedom in death. my life is full of shit knowing but thinking of painful death's wanting to die I'm bleeding inside my mind living is hell to me. Misery Dreams A.K.A White Boy P.S when death come for ( Read more... )