saw bayside tonight... a bit of a let down but still an alright show. i have some shady friends.  oh well.  this song reminds me of marissa because its something i think she might write for a song...

Maybe I'm jaded and bored
Always looking for more
Wait around for the next big fix
I know I'm a wreck, I'm a mess
But I couldn't care less
Don't ( Read more... )

There is a question that is slowly eating away at me in the back of my mind.  Is life long love really obtainable?  It seems close to every month i find myself breaking down the Walt Disney wall of ignorance that is molded into our minds as children.  We are meant to believe that one day cupid will strike us with his arrow and love will hit like a ( Read more... )

I don't sleep much anymore.  Maybe its stress.  All i know is i can't sleep.  I don't feel tired when i wake up so i guess its all the same.  First my thoughts keep me awake, but even after they have all left my brain i still lay awake.  Eyes open.  Nothing.  Just wondering when sleep will come ( Read more... )