I was on the toilet looking at a marushka realizing i've spent more time in the bathroom than at the beach. i was reading lee ranaldo thinking about being up above some sky scraper city. thinking i'd want to be there too. but not so much.

I think I understand more than before that choices are actually starting to matter. I'll probably have kevin the ( Read more... )

this is taken out of context. maybe loses its power, but i keep thinking about it lately ( Read more... )

last night jack went to bed around 8:45 or something. then got up about two minutes later. he did that game until 12:30 last night. early on i was listening to wild flower soul by sonic youth and thinking about him growing up. so about 2 minutes into that song jack is up. and sitting on my lap, eating jelly belly's with me, bouncing his left leg to ( Read more... )

Ok maybe this is a shitty thing to do. But I'm replying to some of Shane's posts on my own live journal, cause I was starting to write too much. But anyway. I have a lot of Shane memories. They come back just thinking about "Stand by Me" and how Shane would show it to me just to make me cringe ( Read more... )

laura and jack are out of town. i threw a kids in the hall party. partially a success. i've gotten some work done and i've been lazy as hell. the self-indulgence is almost over. i'm listening to andrew wk, and putting off some reading about how to manage pain. jackals is learning some new words. he's getting smart. whatever he does, i think he will ( Read more... )

it was a good christmas break. i got to hang out with carrie, martin, magster and laura. i got to fake fight with kyle ( Read more... )

you can't judge
and you can't judge your own judging.
and whitches brew is delicious.

i've been celebrating the fact that people are around montague and whitehall this summer. its a big relief after the last couple of summer's. carrie can show us pictures. marty can go kyaking. i don't ever actually see louie but we call each other. its a good time. i'd missed everyone. chris cruz will be moving home. i can think of one ( Read more... )

laura won a king kong poster from cinema carousel. i'm getting my application ready for purdue and chirstmas shopping is 95% done. i think rob will be happy with what he got. my dad will. laura might be. i think that the 12 days of christmas might actually produce more happiness than just one day. by the time you've ripped apart all the ( Read more... )

i've decided that i want to see star wars one more time in the theatre. maybe i'll end the summer with the whole series.