why hello!

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hi LJ!

i haven't blogged in years. i sure do miss it.

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LJ has ads now?? its totally F'ing with my LJ layout too.

but i'm too lazy to fix it.

i know i have completely disregarded my livejournal. so in an effort to show it some love, i will cross-post the last xanga i just wrote.

so plenty has happened since my last real xanga update. but i figure i should write everything in one giant clusterfuck of words and paragraphs that i won't force you through but hope you'll be inclined to skim. ( Read more... )

LJ, i am sad that i do not use thee very much. well, at least i don't use any blogs much anymore. maybe i've gotten past that phase, where i have to document every living moment of my life to the public so that i have something to look back on. maybe the mystery of the past, the fading of past memories combined with my horrible short term memory ( Read more... )

Vinh Cao Tran
September 27th, 1986 - August 17th, 2005


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am i inadequate?

i just saw elisa's xanga with vinh's pictures. i got chills. i feel weird. i have a lot of thoughts right now but i have to go drive off to the desert for manzanar. so maybe next time =\

growing up ( Read more... )

i thought i would feel a little better when i woke up today, but i don't.