ok, lets see, in the last week I have been up north, and camping, and Ive layed out at least twice... not for long, but it still counts, that mean it MUST be summer! YAY! prolly gonna go down to see lisa tonight after work, hopefully Brian will want to join us. I miss him, I know, u can say it, u all already KNOW Im a crazy psycho girl, but even ( Read more... )

ok, Its been awhile since my last post... and yet I just am not awake enough to write a full out report here. so heres the basics. Had a good weekend and work was ok today. got up early today, now Im dead tired. Went on an organizing spree and moved abunch of crap so now Im gonna go dream about ... well, u don't need to know that :P ( Read more... )

how do you do that anyway? hang out? ok, only if hang out means only friends, which it BETTER! for some reason I don't think he understands that he blew it. Im over it, have been over it, and will continue to be over it. I have something good in my life and I do not want any part of what used to be. I mean, do I really have to flat out say be a ( Read more... )

Today was fucking horrible, but Im in a fairly good mood now so ... ha , fuck it. Why do you ask am I in a good mood? well, tomorrow is the day! :)!

I never knew how attached I got to Alicias Level 3's and 4's, I always say I love the toddler classes best, which I still do, but man those are some bad-ass kids. Its week eight and we got to have fun today. Of course they played gang-up on miss Krystal and drown her but it was ok. There just fun cause they come up with some of the craziest shit ( Read more... )

This time a year ago, so much ws different, it still amazes me sometimes confuses me...

    flying
making wishes
dropping petals

my days floating
 in the clouds

breathing stars 
into my lungs

Falling is much
 more like flying

why you never
I wonder
how I ever saw you
when Ive never seen you
till now

and why
did you never kiss me
why you never held me
till now

and never
did I long for
wispered words
till now

its really not helping me at all that I have pumped so much coke, pepsi and other such beverages into my system today. I constantly have to have something to do otherwise I go nutz. This is like, what, my millionth post today? not that most of it makes any sense, just ramblings of an idiot. I just can't seem to come down off this go - go -go vibe. ( Read more... )

ugh, I am so not in a good mood... first of all Im really frusterated with.. well Im sure I don't even need to say. not to mention Mom came home and was just in a total mood, and then when I gave it right back to her was like "don't be snippy". Whatever. the thing is, Im NOT a kid anymore so I can be any fucking way I want, like it or not, and Im ( Read more... )

I think Ive gone cleaning crazy...
blah, I hate waiting for the washer...
why the fuck isn't anyone online when Im waiting.. grrrrrrr