Is it possible to miss something that you don't even have? We don't technically have anything, but, well whatever it was for like however many hours, I miss it. am I crazy? I want to see him again, even if I can just have, like, a hug. SOMETHING, jesus I am crazy...

why is it that some people STILL don't get it. Its like I have to wear a sign " we went out for a week a year and a half ago, and I dumped you, that means I DONT WANT YOU!" jesus, I knew this would happen, for awhile I would hang out with him when he called because, well, I didn't have anything to do, well then he wouldn't stop calling, and now I'd ( Read more... )

It may sound exciting, but I dunno. I guess Im a little hesitant just because not so long ago I wanted to be anywhere but H.L. not that its a bad place, I have many fond memories too, but Ill always associate part of it with lonliness and seclusion. But I get to see Brian, and maybe Ill call Jenny and see what shes up to. I miss Dad and Pam and ( Read more... )

Grrrrr, I swear to God that kid gets more like his Dad every day...WTF?

Dlphinluvr2004: wow, I think we think to much

flitterflutter79: lol we're chicks.

flitterflutter79: SOMEONE has to think for the whole species ... and it ain't gonna be the guys

so Im inding my own business, completley absorbed in my book and I get a call from the current asshole who apparenty is goin to start popping in and out of my life. It was a very short conversation, as I told him I was reading and very tired and he obviously was too and was already in bed. Basically, the normalness stuns me a bit. Im not sure what ( Read more... )

hey, who turned my music off? anywho..... Im bored, I should be either sleeping so I can get up and do lesson plans and swim tomorrow or be doin them right now. but Ill leave it to the last min like normal. Another thought just occured to me... I havent wanted a guy in like two days... WOW. NOt JUST that way, Im talking like looked at a guy or ( Read more... )

I was just thinking, Im way to nosy. I think I need to not gossip so much. This just occured to me.

" I really regret braking up with you..." DONT EVEN FUCKING START THAT!!!!! you can't say that, so just dont, if you say that Ill be forced to believe you because I want it to be true so very badly, AAAHHHHHHHH!!!!!!

ok ( Read more... )