It is the desire to purge myself of everything I feel ( Read more... )

The days go by. And I move with them. But I'm beginning to get the distinct feeling that I am not going anywhere. I'm just moving, with no point of origin or any place to land. Sometimes it seems that the people around me are unbelievably determined. They know where they want their life to end, and they strive for that point every minute of ( Read more... )

The world has gone completely crazy on me. I feel like I'm in some alternative universe. I talked to Kari tonight. Things seem to be going really well for her. Things, they are a changin though...new jobs, new apartments, new rings???? I'm really happy for her though. It actually calmed me down quite a bit to talk to her and hear how awesome ( Read more... )

Staying home alone on a Friday ( Read more... )

I've had this feeling of floating. Not so much floating on air, but floating through life. Just going through the motions. Doing what needs to be done, purely for the sake of getting it done. I don't really enjoy learning anymore. Not in a formal setting at least. I love surrounding myself with people who have different views than my own, and ( Read more... )

The one thing I hate about having holidays at our house: I haul ass to get everything spotless and 24 hours later its a disaster again. grr...rinse and repeat as necessary.

But in all honesty, I loved seeing my family. And I love see some of my friends. I can't wait to come home for xmas and spend even more time with them.

People tell me I need to update when I'm drunk. so here we go ( Read more... )

I just received the greatest compliment of my life:

"If I were a guy, I'd be all up in your grill."

Could I ask for better friends?

You've gotta be
Kidding me
I'm through with you boy, anyway
I'll wait for you
I always do
It's dumb but I want to, anyway
So here we are
Stuck in hell
Same old game
We know it well
I don't mind, anyway
Spark it up
And light me on and off again
What the hell
I don't mind, anyway

I've been getting questions about my lack of journal entries. These questions have led to me finding the motivation to try and work this whole LJ thing again. I will warn anyone who cares that updates may be sporadic and not altogether uplifting. However, it will keep those of you who are curious filled in on the detailed inner workings of my ( Read more... )