So Brian hopped online while he was at work today. Our conversation went from pretty awkward to making me really angry. He asked me if I had anything else to say, and I told him that I pretty much said my piece. I asked if he had anything he wanted to say, and he said no. It eventually turned into a conversation about the things he had said and ( Read more... )

I wrote Brian an e-mail on Wednesday (or maybe it was Thursday). I don't know what possessed me to do it, but I've been thinking about him a lot lately. There were some things I needed to him to hear, even if I never see or talk to him again. Hopefully the e-mail went through, even though they often haven't in the past ( Read more... )

I apologize that my posts are getting fewer and fewer ( Read more... )

Fuck Professor Purkey. He is a self righteous, egotistical, self contradictory prick. Fuck him ( Read more... )

I haven't updated in awhile because I really don't know what to say. Even if it was only to myself, I have no words. I'm going to try for the one or two people that actually read this and have gotten on my case about never updating ( Read more... )

I know I've been lacking in the update department. The truth is coming out. I have no excitement in my life to tell people about ( Read more... )

I came home with such high expectations for my weekend. I was going to see Kari's show (and see Brian there), and make plans to see Brian on Friday night, and then have one last fun night with Kari and Casey on Saturday night. Well the bar and cafe that Kari was playing at wouldn't let anyone under 21 in. So Michael and I walked to Pandora's and ( Read more... )

I woke up this morning with a pretty bad headache. One of those headaches that makes you feel completely nauseated. I have been really cutting back on the smoking. If it weren't for the cigarettes that people have bummed from me, I think my last pack would have lasted about 4 days; twice as long as usual. I am wondering if these headaches are ( Read more... )

The past couple weeks are gradually taking their toll on me. Each day passes and I feel more overwhelmed and just down right crabby. Everything upsets me. Everything gets on my nerves. The simple little things: people being in our room when I want to sleep, buying food that people seem to think is the community stash, losing my London lighter ( ( Read more... )

~Fallings asleep with someone for a good afternoon nap.
~Coming home at 2pm knowing that you have all your homework done for they day.
~Play-Doh
~A nice cold bottle of water.
~A good meal, cooked for no more than 5 people by someone you know well.
~Knowing there are people in the world, no matter how far or close they are, who care about you.