The past couple of weeks have been a complete roller coaster of emotion, future plans, and worrying. I guess in a sense it's easy to expect the worst, and let's face it, it's what we're all good at. But maybe, just maybe, things are finally looking up, or at least tilted slightly in the right direction ( Read more... )

 I may be entering the darkest point of my life.

All optimism aside, it's a fact I have to come to terms with. Regardless.

I haven't posted on here in forever because why bother? I don't need a journal. I'm not a 16 year old girl. And that's nothing against any of you who still use livejournal. do your thing. It's just that I have full access to a computer 24/7, and the fact that i'm separating myself from all of this fake shit is really promising ( Read more... )

   I finally have a computer again, and I think this time it'll be here for a while. My coworker Chuck took both of my broken computers and somehow made one that works, something that i'm not going to dispute. Pretty stand up guy. He put Linux on it as well, which i'm kind of digging. The appearance of it is amazing, and other than the millions of ( Read more... )

   I haven't updated my livejournal in a while, and i'm not sure if its' because i've just been busy or if there's nothing really to talk about. I guess that's somewhat contradictory, but honestly the things taking place lately aren't necessarily noteworthy so much as time fillers for an ordinary mundane week ( Read more... )

I've been on a huge hip hop kick lately. It's a love that comes and goes, but lately it's been pretty prominent in my music selections ( Read more... )

Woke up kind of late today. I watched this stupid/disturbing move called Dead Girl. It was kind of stupid but It was also messed up ( Read more... )

 I spend last night with Kat. She made philly cheese steaks (with chicken instead of steak. What's that called? Philly Cheese Chicken? sounds weird), which was delicious, and we had a nice night in together. I'm getting very stoked about this relationship. The next day we woke up and hung around until it was time to leave ( Read more... )

Kat and I deleted our facebooks together. I was at first hesitant, but now i'm kind of stoked. I think as a society we rely too much on social networking site to maintain "friendships", when in reality if they were your actual friend you'd probably be seeing them in places outside of an online community. I guess it's nice for people long distance, ( Read more... )

I haven't updated in a while, which is the exact opposite of what I planned on doing, so I thought i'd post on here ( Read more... )