it's looking like i'm going to stop writing in this.. i actually got a new journal today..a real one again (finally)

i'm excited

Trusting people is such a hard thing to do. For me it doesn't matter who you are, you're either in my trust circle or completely out, this goes for family members as well. I can't trust my dad, I've tried, ever since the divorce I just can't do it. He completely violated my trust, and I'm in no hurry to restore my trust in him. My mom doesn't ( Read more... )

are depressing

Today was filled with packing and moving. It was very enjoyable, Trev & I just packed away, then drove to the new home and started unpacking. For Trevor & Laryssa it's something new and exciting, they'll be out of the condo, and in their minds moving back into a home is the way to getting back to "normalcy". I keep telling everyone we're moving to ( Read more... )

I found some personal feelings I didn't know were there ( Read more... )

I think Sarah Silverman is so hot. I don't know why, but funny is really sexy. Who else agrees?

Like I've made a huge mistake. What I did for all of the right reasons is seeming to not go down how I had planned. I didnt want to drag my brother through this like it's currently going, he deserves so much better, and I'm going to try and help him find much better..

This sucks and I feel like it's my fault..

i wish i could tell the difference between the two. lately i haven't been able to, things have gone from extremely good to extremely bad. the ups, the downs, the rollercoaster ride i can never get off. when did i jump onto this ride and how do i get off ( Read more... )

I DON'T GET IT! NOT AT ALL. NOT ONE BIT.

Sometimes I ask myself what my purpose is. I don't know and don't understand. Sometimes I wish someone would come and save me, pick me up, or just give me a remote and allow me to rewind back a couple years.

If your stomach is weak, than my job here is doneAlmost no one is going to understand a thing ( Read more... )

Tonight was the first Little Caesar's game for the team.(Little Caesar's games are our regular season games). Before the game the boys didn't completely seem focused or ready for the game, had me worried about the outcome. Once the puck dropped my worries went away. We won the game 5-3, we scored 6 but they didn't count one(ref blew the call) Ann ( Read more... )