lol if this is the type of livejournal-ing you do in your head, I strongly hope you would do it out loud with the world. It is so much easier to understand who you are and what you are about once your thoughts on such things in life are out there for everyone to "eat up" as ya put it. I also think that is one aspect of you that has been hiding. You used to share so so so much, and not just with certain people, but on your journal. Well, I'm glad you've found the cause as to why you stopped. Personally, I don't think you will become someone you don't necessarily like. You're too hard-headed for that to happen. (and that is a very good thing, but you know what I mean).
Yeah, uh look, i dont know how to say this but uh... keep it al lin your head, cause now you just look like a weirdo---hey! Get off of my computer! I'm so sorry love, this man has just signed on to my account reading everything of mine that-AMANDA'S HOT!--Back off...I mean, thanks, but I'm trying to ype here-oh, sorry...come to bed after?--yeah yeah, duh....Anywho...wow this is awkward...um....*hugs* you rocck!
P.S. no, there isn't really a guy. --YES THERE IS!!--shut up! *awkward smile* Eep *runs off*
hey its amazing that i have found a way to be online right now.. i had the BEST time with you jess.. i was freakin out when i got home cuz i felt SOO vulnerable... sometimes i forget how when im with you i can be nothing less than completely honest.. lol. and i went home and was just like" wow, i felt soo bare and raw telling her all that stuff about our friendship." but it felt good to at least let you know... annnnyway.. of course im totally feelin ya on ur entry.. im quiting pomodoro tomorrow.. or putting in my two weeks.. so then i will have weekends free for all our lil excursions.. i hope u were not implying that while u were in ur head u felt like u couldnt say to me that u truly hated me and wish id die, lol....okkk well im high and rambling.. lol.. so it goes.. gnite sweets
NO NO NO.. not at all Cassie. I was being introspective to the point of past thoughts. How I used to think that I was an open book a long time ago. What got me thinking about that was just how open I was to you last night. Not that it is a rare thing,b ut that so few people get to see me like that and truly understand me on that kind of level. I appreciate that and love that in our friendship, simply b/c it doesn't come very often. I did have an amazing time with you, and I'm happy to hear that you're making a healty choice and quitting the pomodoro. Life does work in mysterious ways, and I'm sure you'll find this to be nothing but beneficial to you! (i don't wish that you die... haah!)
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P.S. no, there isn't really a guy. --YES THERE IS!!--shut up! *awkward smile* Eep *runs off*
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I appreciate that and love that in our friendship, simply b/c it doesn't come very often.
I did have an amazing time with you, and I'm happy to hear that you're making a healty choice and quitting the pomodoro. Life does work in mysterious ways, and I'm sure you'll find this to be nothing but beneficial to you!
(i don't wish that you die... haah!)
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