Well I'm not exactly sure why I am writing in here right now. I guess because noone probably reads this anymore so it makes it easier to just talk freely and not care. Right now I feel like I am in this tough situation. I have helpless and lost. I will be graduating in December finally and I have no clue what I will be doing after. Part of me wants ( Read more... )

So sometimes I have trouble sleeping. Sometimes it is because I am stressed, but even when I get like 5 hours sleep a night I still cannot fall asleep until like 3am. Ahhhhh I hate it. I feel like an insomniac and I'm not sure how I can deal with it. I keep thinking more and more about graduating, maybe going to grad school now and what I am going ( Read more... )

So I hate how a guy can toy with you but the minute you do something to them they make you feel like shit. This guy I had a fling with off and on for two years turned a lot different when we started hanging out like everyday and he started to actually like me and might have wanted something. But the minute we get back to school he doesn't have ( Read more... )

I'm on this see saw where I keep going up and down, but I can't seem to get off ( Read more... )

I don't understand how I get myself into situations with guys. The guy from the past couple of entries has somehow ended up back in my life. It started when he decided to call me and try and fix what had happened. We talked a little bit, but I told him I wasn't sure if I could be friends with him right away and that we shouldn't fool around anymore ( Read more... )

Well the whole entry about the boy doesn't mean anything anymore. There is no reason for me to talk to him about where this thing is going b/c the day of the wedding about 5 days ago I got my answer without even talking to him. He brought his ex along and he said he brought her as a "friend" but they sure were not acting like just friends. So I was ( Read more... )

I just need to let some things out that have been bugging me for the past couple of days and yes it is about a boy, what do you expect. So for basically two years I have been fooling around with this boy. I have misread our situations many a time and have been hurt by it. But he doesn't help b/c he leads me on a lot. Last year I wanted us to be in ( Read more... )

So school is definitely getting to me right now. I believe i have been sick for over a month now and I just can't kick it. These past weeks have been stressful, but the weekends have made up for it. I have had project after paper after test to deal with it and I can't take much more. Thank God that school will be over in about 3 weeks. But I ( Read more... )

So I had a really good day today. I guess I have been in a good mood the last couple of days. This weekend was awesome b/c the weather was sunny and around 60 degrees, so we all brought chairs out to the parking lot and just hung around enjoying the weather. Also Sarah and I decided to play catch which always makes me happy. Saturday a bunch of us ( Read more... )

Your Deadly Sins

Envy: 40%

Sloth: 40%

Gluttony: 20%

Pride: 20%

Greed: 0%

Lust: 0%

Wrath: 0%

Chance You'll Go to Hell: 17%

You will die in a duel.

How Sinful Are You?