So summer has come to a end. Tomorrow I'm on my way back down to Kalamazoo for my second year at Western. I already know that this year is going to be completely different then last. One reason is b/c last year I didn't really know anyone but like 2 people that went there and now like everyone and there brother from TC is going to be down at ( Read more... )

Is it bad when you feel not wanted in your group of friends anymore. Like that if you fell off the face of the earth tomorrow they could care less. I have felt that for a little bit now. I feel like everything I do or say either pisses someone off or it doesn't even register on their radar. I feel replaced, pushed away, forgotten about, the outcast ( Read more... )

I hate feeling like you care about the person more your in the relationship with. Like with Derek I know he likes me a lot, but im such a girl that I like showing it, I try not to be white trash about it but I want to be affectionate with him like couples are suppose to be. It just stinks b/c I don't know if he gets too much of me or not and its ( Read more... )

So I have just been really frustrated and annoyed lately and some of it I don't even know why. Derek and I get in stupid little tifts about things. Like I don't feel like he tells me what is going on, maybe I am just being nosy and I want to know things an he could care less what im doing if I'm not with him but I don't know. Yesterday I don't even ( Read more... )

Well I am having trouble keeping this thing updated. Well I guess you could say my life has changed a little since the last time I wrote in here. I have a boyfriend now. Kinda weird saying that since I haven't said those words in like 3 years. It's soo surreal just b/c I never thought I would have a boyfriend again I thought it was like impossible ( Read more... )

So its been a little while since I have updated and even though I am not working there has been a lot that has happened. I did get the job at american eagle but it hasn't started yet, but the hostessing job I wanted I didn't get b/c they had already hired too many people which sucks so I have to find a second job now. Well John had his wedding ( Read more... )

I cannot wait to go back to school. I forgot why I hate living at home sooo much. My brother stresses me out more then anyone. Anytime he gets mad at me things just fly out of his mouth like "I hope you die" "I hate you" no wonder I am never at my house. My mom works from 3-11 so I barely ever see her and she gets mad about me not hanging around ( Read more... )

Just wanted to say HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY MO!!!!! I hope you had a blast and I love you and miss you and can't wait until your back in town.

So yesterday I was hanging out with Becca and Derek and we ran into Steve,Sara and Steve's brother at the mall. Usually when we see eachother he is more excited to see me and we give eachother a hug, there was no hug even when we said goodbye. It has been hard for me to hang out with everyone especially when its not like having him come and hang ( Read more... )