Every memory of looking out the back door, I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor. It’s hard to say. It’s time to say it ( Read more... )

I am everything you want, I am everything you need.
I am everything inside of you that you wish you could be.
I say all the right things at exactly the right time,
but I mean nothing to you and I don't know why.

This one is cute:

This one is...

This one is, well, nauseating:

This one is what I hope for:

This was my favorite:

The last time I updated was June fourth at 2 O'clock. 6 hours later I was having a great time at a Bisons game with Kacey ( Read more... )

Everybody around me is happy. All my friends are happy.

That must mean I'm happy

I'm more jaded then I have ever been before.

It makes me sick.

Something needs to happen.

Things have gotten weird.
Really weird.

I don't care.

I miss so many people, and it's hard to keep them off of my mind. I'm reminded of them everywhere I go, and it tears me apart.

I'm seriously not all there anymore.
And I'm fine with that.

This will be an interesting summer.

I'm numb. Absolutely fucking numb. Fuck. Where have the years gone? I'm a motherfucking senior. Fuck. This seriously isn't right. Fuck. Where have the years gone?

This is honestly too much.

I don't know how I feel.

I miss everything.

Everything.

(But nothing's gone)

I generally hate it when people post lyrics in their livejournals, but I really feel like I have to. I'm sitting here, all alone, and I'm listening to Barenaked Ladies, and this song comes on. I've heard it so many times before. But this time, the lyrics just made me sick. The song is so...apt... It's really making me sad. Like, I've never ( Read more... )

Hopefully, everything will work out.