slow day but decent week. thank god tomorrow is friday. going to be a boring weekend, but at least ill have something to do. meh, going to suck not going out with her this weekend. utah is so far...bah!! yeah. my cousin just got out of jail last night. i should probably go and fuck with him, but egh, his wife creeps me out sometimes. i don't know ( Read more... )

so yea, have a gf for like a week now. its um, going well. i wont say anymore, dont wanna jinx it eh. went out last night with her and a friend from high school. smoked a bowl, shot some pool, got a couple of drinks and then some food. home by 3. all i do now is go out. dont get shit done on the weekends anymore. cars in the shop for a few days. ( Read more... )

k. well i need to start getting ready for work in a little bit, so i will likely keep this short. i spent a couple of hours on the phone with her last night. it was interesting. through all the bullshit we managed to have a heart to heart. hell, i loved what i heard. so, my goal for now is to set up...i dont know..a date? for this weekend. hmm. k. ( Read more... )

 It's been a month since the Fourth of July ( Read more... )

mmkay, tonight was decent. the rum sure helped a lot. and the bowl we smoked in the car. but yea. shes lookin pretty good. heh. i guess ill have to hang out with her and friends again. something to do. *Shrugs*

 you asked me something. i didnt know. ive thought about it. knowing things would be different. yea. i probably would. muahahaha.

wooo, boredoms a killer.

i would tell you about the things they put me through, the pain ive been subjected to, but the lord himself would blush. The countless feasts laid at my feet, forbidden fruits for me to eat but i think your pulse would start to rush. now im not looking for absolution or forgiveness for the things i do, but before we come to any conclusions, try ( Read more... )

Name two bad habits you have ( Read more... )

got her letter today. sigh. yea ok so i feel sorry for her and the situation shes stuck in. theres nothing i can do though. sigh. not like she would listen to me anyways. so stubburn. anyways. got me a flat panel today. mmm sexy. eheh. plays games real nice like. yea. hmm. today flew by. it was 7 before i knew it. i hate days like this. i feel like ( Read more... )

cant sleep. i hate these nights. thinking. thinking. thinking. it wont stop. why wont it stop. the same things all the time. always the same. sigh.