i know things may be difficult in the future. but i have you with me now, and somehow, that makes everything ok.

talked today..question came up as to whether i think we need a break..sigh. shit like that scares me to no end. i dont want a break, thats just that much more time that we have to make up. i dont want to be away from you. i love you, a lot. i long for the day that i dont have to leave you, when every morning i can wake up beside you. sigh. please ( Read more... )

i saw this old couple today. coming out of the hair salon next door while i was outside having a smoke. he held the door for her, went to the car and opened her side. heh, called her slow. she hit him with her cane. i couldnt help but laugh. it started me thinking about things. what would it be like to grow old with someone. to spend the rest of ( Read more... )

She'll have another piece of pie ( Read more... )

i dont know if this is read..if you read it..if anyone even looks. heh. i think ill put down something honest today. things i cant say, words i choke upon ( Read more... )

k well, bored at work, that's pretty normal. not much to do today, so i've wasted a lot of time just sitting here thinking. couple of people on my mind right now, not that i miss them or anything, or even really care. just curious if they are still alive. oh well, just one of those things i'll never persue because of a lack of importance. no real ( Read more... )

ok well, broke up this weekend, and as you can tell im positively crushed..wooo, let me tell ya bout it. ahah. i dunno, better off alone? probably. working now, which is lame. should be at home asleep right now. mmm sleep. oh well. at least its getting busy again. ok well, enough for now kids.

update..court in 11 days..BOO.

id say im about a month away from jail if i dont get my shit together really quick like. lets see...disorderly conduct...driving without a license...no insurance...not to mention that warrant following me...bah. so yea. other than that, i guess i cant complain..xmas was decent, got some cool shit. spent it with the gf and her family..first time ive ( Read more... )

im sick. this sucks. i quit smoking for about a month. smoked a pack over the weekend and now i feel like shit. this blows. i wont be able to smoke again without getting sick as fuck and feeling like shit...yay? should make it easier i guess, cause i sure as fuck dont want to feel like this. hah. im bitching cause i cant smoke..isnt that grand. ok ( Read more... )

so almost a month. thats good. working a lot still. waiting on my goddamn car. im impatient. cant you tell. 95 civic, black, 4 door. k.