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ok so the hair is getting a little long. any suggestions people. longer. shorter. color. help me>.<


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at work. wish i was at home. just wanna lay in bed all day. bah. only 12 and it feels like ive been at this shit for days. sigh. go home have a smoke and take a dip in the pool to calm my nerves. wanna see her again soon. maybe this weekend. lalala. boss called, bringing lunch. guess thats a plus. means hell be here soon though and ill have to turn ( Read more... )

finally talked to her again today. talking to her now actually. dont know if it was a date. still. but um, shes still flirtin. guess i did ok. mmm, beer. ahaha. i feel pretty good. long day at work, but the time went fast. kept myself busy. hmm. not much else at this point. pretty neutral couple of days. thanks for the comments dear. good to know ( Read more... )

went out tonight. was it a date. i dont know. movie. food. goodnight kiss. typical. spent the night talking. reliving the past bit by bit in my head. layed it out. other than that not a bad night. thanks for the comment anonymous. favorite ex gf. hah. i dont know. they all seem to hate me. not at all surprised by that. well whatever. <3 you are ( Read more... )

another day another. dollar. busy week this week. nearly 400. ssdd<3. out tomorrow night. no excuses. maybe sw side. always a party. go see alex and leela. yea. need a haircut. refuse to give in.

standing in the rain.

boy rages against the night.

finds vacuous smiles.

want to see i robot.

working a lot now. doing in 2 days what used to take a week. easy not to think. meh. ipod for bday. kinda takes all the fun out of it. knowing and all. doesnt matter. want it anyways ahah. car finally fixed. new tires. new brakes. doesnt wobble anymore. wobble like a weeble..ahahaha=X. dont know where that came from. does anyone even read this crap ( Read more... )

a month. that didnt last long, never escape the past. meh. bury myself in work for now, cry about it later. ahh. gonna try and go out tonight. egh, dont feel like this now, thought i did. back to work.

pretty lame weekend. got paid. cant do shit. great isnt it. bored. lonely. the usuals. hmm. thats all.