I really am starting to miss my church. I've started to volunteer in the nursery two Sundays a month and I really enjoy being there and playing with the babies. But the last couple of months I've skipped the Sundays that I was not working in the nursery. Not because I feel less spiritual or unhappy with the church. But because I am afraid that I ( Read more... )

A short time ago, I decided to create a music playlist that would invoke a sense of nostalgia in my newly controlled mind. I dug through the wreckage of my mangled childhood memories and retrieved pieces of music that I remember enjoying in those years of pigtailed ignorance. I let the faded pictures of car radios, old fashioned record players, and ( Read more... )

It's been over two months since I've put anything on here. And over three since I've made it worth my while. I don't know if I should go back and recount the happenings of the last few months or just start with right now, as if what has been in my head lately is of little consequence to the next stage of my life ( Read more... )

I had a really strange dream the other night ( Read more... )

Only a really good friend could risk it and call at midnight to say, "I just read something in the bible about having friends and I wanted to call you ( Read more... )

This morning, I woke up fairly less than gloomy. I actually got ready and out of the house at a decent time and managed to be on time to work. That, added to the fact that it was another abbreviated work day for me, set me up for what appeared to be a very pleasant day ( Read more... )

I just finished my first attempt at some kind of memoir. It was for a Creative Writing class, and as much as I like to wax eloquently about myself, it was not an easy task ( Read more... )

I’m feeling weak today ( Read more... )

I had plans every night this week. From Monday to Saturday, my days were going to be occupied by friends and family. There would be no time for me to sit around and dwell on unhappy thoughts ( Read more... )

I was a few minutes late to work today. Again. This time it was due to the fact that my cat decided that she wanted to sit on my lap this morning. I was trying to get ready and she climbed up and starting purring. And who am I to turn down the one creature who wants to show me affection ( Read more... )