Its been a really long time since ive been here. Not much has changed really. Still no job, no money because of no job, and no place of our own because of all of that. My life is just a snowball that keeps picking up more snow on its way down the hill. I just dont know how long i can wait for the sun to shine through and melt all the bullshit away ( Read more... )

Life sucks a big one!!!!!!!!!! When do i hit rock bottom? This is getting fucking rediculous. Its just one kick in the ass after another. Well anyways, i went to court yesterday and got the court date rescheduled. That was alot off of my shoulders. The day was looking like it would turn out to be a pretty good day. Well that all changed when my ( Read more... )

So this saturday night was my boys bachelor party. The begging of the night went off without a hitch. But the end of the night wasn't so pretty. To tell you the truth it was probably the worst night we have had so far. I hate fighting with her. I hate it more than anything in the world. I have feelings for her that i have never had for anyone else ( Read more... )

Well i guess i got myself into some shit this time. And everything keeps escalating withouth my knowing and it pisses me off. Now they say im facing 5 to 99 years and its the worst feeling i have ever had. And all of this bullshit from one night of drinking. Its really not worth it at all. Latetly ive just wanted to go to sleep and never wake up. I ( Read more... )

We i had surgery on tuesday which definateny wasnt the highlight of my week by far. Its just been a rough week all together. I'm the happiest ive ever been in my entire life and at the same time i am so misserable. Really the only thing that is keeping me together is my girlfriend Rachel. She is the the world to me. Its just good to have someone ( Read more... )

Surgery suck alot. But the pain pills are great. Both of us are feelin like shit and its no fun. There is too much shit going on right now to even list. Nothing really more to say.

Its been a real rough couple of weeks, but as always, i will manage to pull out of it on top!