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Every day is the same.
On his hands and knees, in the same room, cold and naked. The carpet is dull red, drying blood red and it feels deceptively soft at first, but soon enough, it will hurt. It always does. Raito always kneels in front of him, in perfect position so that Matsuda can feel his body warmth, can look up into that face, can be touched by those hands if Raito wants it. Raito always lets him lean on a footstool to help support himself. Raito is a merciful God after all.
He’s waiting for one of them to break, Matsuda knows this. He’s terrified that it will be him first, because if he breaks, they’ll all know it and they’ll all hate him and Raito wants him to break first, Raito thinks he will, that’s why Raito’s doing this …
But Matsuda won’t break, he won’t, he has to keep telling himself that because otherwise, every day has been pointless and everything he tries to do will be pointless and he can’t do it any more …
“All right, Matsuda-san. It’s going to be Aizawa first today. I thought ( ... )
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Shouldn’t have been so stupid to think that Raito didn’t notice everything but Matsuda hoped, he did hope because all he had was hope now. Hoped that Raito didn’t analyse his every move, hoped Raito didn’t know everything, hoped Raito didn’t know how they hurt him …
Ide’s always the most gentle. He can’t make it nice of course, because Raito is always watching but he always tries not to hurt him, always tries to make it enjoyable. Sometimes, he even dares touch Matsuda, strokes his back and hips lightly with soft fingertips. But it can’t make up for the fact that Matsuda just wants to be left alone, that he’s being forced, that he doesn’t want this sex.
He loathes himself every time he comes from any of it. Every time he feels himself get hard from the stimulation, he wants to be sick, wants to scream. He hates this, why does his body have to do this to him? Why does he find himself ( ... )
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And it was hot.
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