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Light gets a guy (can be Matsuda or Ryuk or anyone else you want) to fuck him on L's grave. Rough, partially-clothed sex, aggressive uke!Light, lots of morbid death imagery, and naturally he's thinking of L the whole time (but in denial over missing him).
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Raito had half-expected it. The others would respect Raito’s need for privacy, for time to himself to say goodbye but Matsuda didn’t think like that. He would think that all Raito needed was a hug, someone telling him that it would all be okay, that they would all be okay. (that Matsuda would be okay) If it had been Matsuda’s “best friend”, he would have been wanting cuddles from everyone around him. That was what Matsuda was.
“Raito-kun?”
Raito didn’t look round at him and after a moment, felt the awkward warmth of Matsuda’s hand on his shoulder. He still didn’t look around. It seemed almost impossible to take his eyes of the bed of earth that now covered L’s body.
… worms and dirt, sleeping under the earth …
Ashes to ashes …
The sleeper can wake …
L never did sleep, did he? L always watched …He must have twitched at the ridiculous thoughts because Matsuda’s hand fell from his shoulder and he mumbled “I … sorry … ” and Raito heard the sound of him turning to go. An odd whim ( ... )
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“Fuck me,” he whispered again, staring into Matsuda’s lust-addled eyes and Matsuda moaned and shook his head but his hands were fumbling with Raito, feeling his skin and reaching to unfasten Raito’s trousers and oh yes, so easy, so perfect, it had to be Matsuda because Matsuda had liked L but he liked Raito more, the whole world would like Raito more in the end ( ... )
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Do you see how easy it was for me to find a replacement?(They’d always fucked face-to-face, eyes fixed on each other’s faces, L’s cheeks flushed, eyes exhilarated and Raito knew that look was reflected in his own eyes and they would kiss each other so hard that teeth cut lips and Raito had mouth ulcers from the strength of it and he hadn’t cared, he’d never cared because the pain was worth the thrill of having L in his arms, squirming and writhing ( ... )
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(L was always so fastidiously clean about it all, refusing to sleep in sweaty sheets, preferring their fucks against walls, on the floor because it was easier to clean up … )
Both he and Matsuda were filthy, dirt on their knees and Raito wished they’d managed to get his trousers totally down, wished he’d felt the softness of the earth on his bare skin. Dirt under his fingernails, up his wrists, smeared over his palms, on the edges of his shirt cuffs.
I won’t clean that up for you, L.
He slowly began to fix his own clothing, furious with himself for suddenly feeling small and lonely and wanting to go home. He wasn’t some fucking child, he was a God, what was the matter with him ( ... )
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I love how you portrayed Light's fucked up state of mind, with his erratic thoughts and the way he kept comparing Matsuda to L. (Poor Matsuda, I kept imagining him with this kicked-puppy expression. XD) And this: Ryuk was crouched on top of it, like a monstrous gargoyle, his wings spread and his shadow longest of all, spreading out and bringing everything it touched to early night. was such a striking image, it gave me chills. Awesome ending.
Thank you so much! ♥
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This was freakin' disturbing, yeah, and hot. And yet I loved how you pictured him. And L. And poor Matsuda-san. Poooooooooor Matsuda-san D: ...
And how Raito actually is missing L ... Nah, so wonderful. So sick. So GNAH HAVE TO LOVE IT. Pitiful Raito-kun. T^T
This fic was awesome. *saves it*
Thank you! <3
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The end.
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You, good anon, have the honor of having written the only gay!Matsuda fic I have ever fully enjoyed. I am such an adamant defender of straight!Matsuda, but something about this fic just made so much SENSE. Maybe it's because I am also an adamant defender of Light-needs-a-sexual-distraction-after-L-died, and this summed it up so nicely. And Matsuda wanting everything to be okay, and not wanting to offend... very IC.
Great fic.
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*sigh* I'm so sick and twisted, I'm a sucked for a tormented soul
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I especially loved the last couple of lines. <3
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I totally love this part!
I love Matsuda, he is excatly like he was in the manga, you described it very well! when I read the kink request I didn't think it will be possible to have a logical 'plot' with that creepy description! but you manage to develope a interesting plot and that is everything I want in a good fic!
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