SO i'm off to my audition. The medium leotard is just a little snug but i know the large would of been too big. I'm hoping for the best.

I'll post results when I get back.

So on bondage.com i've learned not to upload new cute pictures of what your body looks after you lose like 40 something pounds..why you ask? well this morning alone... (and i never receive bondage.com attention), i received ( Read more... )

How come when I talk to him, I start to miss him again ( Read more... )

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Never go to Dave and Buster's with Jeff and beat him three times at racing games.

He doesn't take it to well.....

pictures to be posted later...

can i just get in the car and come see you now?

i hate wanting to see someone and cant..its kind of like..hmm i dont know but drives me crazy and then online talk is meaningless as all i want to do is talk to them in person.

i need to learn patience.

I've always been super unsure of what i want. It's the idea that I don't want to be the girl next door, I want to see more of people like Kev & Hol, Shell, Rich, Carrie, maybe even the old friends Tony, Amy, Brandon,Tom well everyone knows that list. I don't want to sit around and starve myself while wondering why I'm not doing any of the things I ( Read more... )

So I got to talk to Kevin a bit this morning and that was nice. It kind of sucks I have soo not seen them lately and meh, it's just not fun. But i know hectic schedules and other things get in the way and im not a priority so im over it. But the chat now and then is nice ( Read more... )

Just as the title says, nothing is up. I havendn't been able to talk to Pierre or Serena so I miss them of course and other than that I've been busy with work. I got my secretary job and start immediatly ( Read more... )

I have 4 disneyland tickets for friday May 20th.Unfortunatly my new professional job may not give me the day off, so even you want me to, I may not be able to join you.

but who wants to go?