Life is going well. Caren is due very soon. I miss the affectionate attention I used to recieve from a lot of people, for some reason nobody likes me anymore. Which is all fine and dandy, it's been like this before. Nothing too terrible to worry over. I've decided to just face the wind no matter how cold it is, and no matter if I'm alone in doing ( Read more... )

I slept nearly an entire day today and yet I still seem so tired. About the last hour of work tonight I felt like my stomach was rebellion for 17 years worth of me giving it bad food. UGh.. so much pain ( Read more... )

I'm not in much of a good mood lately.. perhaps it has something to do with the weather.

Or maybe it's the reflections of the street lights cast across his eyes.

WHy/

So good gravy and a sack of aught four crap! I've been having a blast in my own little world, how about you all? Good good ( Read more... )

I decided I'm going to type it all out, because you all deserve to be tortured ( Read more... )

I want you to tell me exactly how it feels. I want to know second-hand what you’re going through. That way the next time it happens, I’ll know how to bring you back to me, here ( Read more... )

So yeah, i haven't posted here for so long. So many things have changed, I've gone through like an emotional lifetime and I didn't know how to deal with it. Perhaps if I had typed it all down i would have realized the dangerous levels of drama seeping through my cracks and things wouldn't be so cold now ( Read more... )

Alright so this weekend was very much fun and yet at the same time very much tiring and boring. I mean at the time of the party I was having a blast but in the overall scheme of things, it's all we ever do. Get together and be weird ( Read more... )

Right okay so I had two jobs, and now I have one. What the hell?! I got laid off again. Makes me angry. Angry up the wazoo ( Read more... )

Okay one the only real reason I even have two jobs is to save up money to see a particular SOMEBODY in a particular STATE like 9 hours away ( Read more... )