I can look back now over everything thats happened and I start to wonder if caring was ever worth it.

I love(d) you.

Bellingham isn't what I expected because you're not a part of it. You were my favorite thing about this stupid little city. I dont know how much its worth anymore.

"shit I still love you,
still see you instead."

Walking home in the rain the next morning with long white basketball shorts on, a huge white t-shirt too big for your whole body, no undergarmets present whatsoever, and absolutely NOTHING on your feet ( Read more... )

i'm stupid. and i'm ugly. and obviously i'm not cool. no wonder the boy i like goes after one of my georgous suitemates. Duh.

I found a boy <3

And I miss him already today. I'm saved though, by my amazing roomates and suitmates who I've never relied on more, ever. I'm in love with life right now. Except this four page paper I need to write about integrity. Blah.

Miss you bothell - Just A little bit though.

cleaning out my closet.
taking down all the pictures from my walls.
packing up everything I've ever owned.
selling the perfect car.
quiting the best job in the entire world.

"Well you're moving to college but i'll always be in dino two"
-Ryne travis hayes.

itll all be worth it.
<3

Yesterday me and kayle were looking through the emergency cards at work of the kids in my class that say like, who their emergency contact person is, if they have any allergies and what not and theres a spot that says "any special fears:_________" and justin sim's was "Robot cats ( Read more... )

I honestly don't know which was better ( Read more... )

thank god for the best friends in the entire world.

dave this weekend? i think so.

well ( Read more... )