I stopped doing this a long time ago, this LJ thing. Someone died, and it made me stop. Because for two years I was on this thing and it was the way I stayed in contact with this Someone and when she died I knew they were going to tear her page down after a few months and it just hurt me too much. I knew I wouldn't find what I was looking for, Not ( Read more... )

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So I guess I got real drunk in Cambridge last night and got back to Somerville to talk alot of shit about people and start up this drama again. I have mad Jess urges. I want to facepunch a smiling happy person.

K-Fresh (destroythesoy) wrote ( Read more... )

I can't believe this is my life. I need a few shots. I wish I was home, curled inna tight little ball, waiting for morning.

I'm tired. I still want to maim someone. but I am so tired. What's the point. I'll still be angry as hell. Is it worth it? I'm away from the kid eight hours and all the will just falls out of me. tired. the only thing I can do to take my mind off of the Tundra, the rolling prairies, too cold for anything. The wasteland survives in all that survive ( Read more... )

So, here's Boston. And it's just not anymore. You scolded me for not putting breaks in comments and posts, but Lyzz told me about the george micheal picture on the Refridgerator at Punkbangers, so I figure we're even. I don't know what happend, baby. I don't think I ever want to know. I didn't get to see you, so now, you know, there's just this ( Read more... )

In my most recent entry, I said something about tenderizing faces with a brick. Indeed. Motherfuckers will pay, and boy that is so not a loose use of slang, you bastards have no idea. Mother Fuckers will pay plastic surgeons, handsomely ( Read more... )

yeah. Here. I have just enough energy to type these twelve words.

But seriously, You can't really be my friend if I have never imagined ripping you limb from limb. I told Ashley that I wanted to be a Eunuch. Much less stress, no silly hormones making you want to kill people. This was "before the accident". Solid Pinhead Gunpowder tune. I always liked that one. Ah, it's fucking stuffy in here. this hoody has got ( Read more... )