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[dntz]

So I wrote a long ass entry and fucking lj erased it. My horoscope said to "read the instruction manual". I ALWAYS read the instruction manual. There was no fucking instruction manual for today, if there were such a thing it would be called "suicide for dummies" or something similar

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[arrielgurl]

The internet is a funny thing, it's so easy to pretend here, to seem like something you aren't, or somehow more than you are.

You must remember that everything you read is an illusion, that all those posts and profiles you dig through in your addiction- they are only your perceptions of a person's perception of themself. They are, in effect, fictions twice warped and compounded by the perception of two seperate realities.

I could write "LOL" here, as my own computer addiction dictates... But I won't. Shit. I just did.

For better or for worse, my life is somehow better for my addiction to that godforsaken myspace. I am, in the face of what will be one of the most difficult trials of my life, somehow... happy- and unafraid.

I have met people who live in Hawaii, Singapore and Kansas... Germany, Washington, New Jersey... and they are always just a few clicks away... and... they are my friends. Actually, truly, my friends, and not just people I chat with in little boxes of text

[dntz]

you rule

Aww, come on dude

[anonymous]

You're still allowed to have fun. The only thing stopping you is yourself and your in you face attitude. I don't think it's a matter of people not caring. People would rather not dwell on the fact that they could die at any time or that they are going to die alone because if they did, they would be up all night posting livejournal entries about it. If that's what they want to do, then that's what they're gonna do, or they should. It's not your place to argue how people live thier lives. You're entitled to your opinion about it, but unfortunately, that's all. Most people go out and do these things because they know they can die at any time. Some of us prefer to sit in front of computers and spew life that way, and some of us want to vomit life on dance floors. People are different and that's why they are awesome.

Re: Aww, come on dude

[dntz]

point taken, anon poster. I still like people despite the need to throw it away in my face - Kieth is a good example. I don't believe in what he's doing as an efficient use of his capabilities.

I HATE waste.

I'll probably have more to say about this when I'm not so drunk.

Re: Aww, come on dude

[dntz]

ok... Now I remember what I was going to say... Who the fuck are you? What do you know about Me and My "in Your face attitude"? I'm in yr face right now motherfucker...

If I'm bitter because the rest of the world can dance and fuck and laugh the night away while I'm left holding the bag, bewnt on Entropy, It's only because I can't help but think about how we are all slowly dying. I Admire the ones who scream when they burn. (That's why I fucking hate emo. Whiny Bitches.)

And, actually, I can bitch about the way people live their lives where and whenever I want. This is MY lj, anon poster, and if you don't want to hear me pass judgement, then don't fucking listen. As long as there are Republicans, Emo Kids and A Status Quo, I reserve the right to pass judgement on whomever I want whenever I want and however I want to do it.
This IS, in fact, my place to argue how people live thier lives. People lay judgement on me all the time. You did it yrself. And you didn't even have the chutzpah to tell me who you are.

So Fuck Off.

so where the fuck are you?

[dntz]

what the fuck do you have to say for yrself?