If your woundering where I wen't to and why I've been gone for so long it's cause I came home completely fucked up so my Gram sent me to rehab. URGH But I'm free ( Read more... )

I'm glad that I know how Paul Feels about me but for some reason I feel really werid inside. Plus Zack's getting all pissed at me for liking Paul again. It's not my fault he didn't ask me out when he had the chance. I can't wait till nexted Wensday. That's when I find out if Paul comes home or not. God I hope he does. I've been looking at my ( Read more... )

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[01] reply with your name and I will write something about you.

[02] I will then tell what song[s] remind me of you.

[03] next, I will tell you who you remind me of, celebrity/animated or otherwise.

[04] last, I will try to name a single word that best describes you.

[05] put this in your journal!

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I just got back from Pauls hearing and I am so fucking pissed his attorney didn't show up so he has to stay in another week. URGH!!! URGH!!! She needs to do her job. I miss him sooooooooooooooo much. Seeing his face again made me so so happy. He came into the court room looked right at me and couldn't stop smiling. It made me so happy to just see ( Read more... )

I've been so down latly and it's hard to explain why. It feels like i have no one to talk to anymore no one who will just sit back and listen to whats wrong with me. and then help me with so stupid fucking advise. I know im not going to try to kill myself again because after what i went thourgh last night with augest i couldn't do that to my ( Read more... )

CROSSFADE LYRICS ( Read more... )

I am so mad at Zack right now i could scream. He told me he liked me and that I was totally the type of girl he goes for and then on Saturday he goes out an gets him some girlfriend named Susan. How isn't even in to the same kinda of music as him. He tells me last night "it's weird she nothing like the type of girl i usally date i usally date girls ( Read more... )

Every time things start to go good in my life something fucks them up again. Fridays off because Chamonixs got SAT the nexted day and Zack's an idot and didn't go home the night before last so now he can't come. FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!! Zack's all freaked that he's not going to pass his UA I told him to smoke less pot and play more music. GOOD NEWS ( Read more... )