zeek and katrina invited me and pruitt and andy out on their boat today it was tighhttt
andy got a gash on his forehead for running down a water slide we got free screwdrivers and a long island iced tea took a shitload of pictures and diverted my mind from all the real shit we were drunk by 4pm and now i have a hangover
2009 is almost as bad as 2005 emotionally being in this apartment by myself has really fucked with my head its lonely but like im hallucinating having weird dreams about my dad stabbing me financially i dont know what the hell im going to do i miss everybody i miss myself its kinda scary
its like someone up there is just saying i dare you
i came to the conclusion after hanging out with kim mallard this past weekend and nostalgilizing that i am way cooler than i was at the end of high school
im extremely smitten and stressed at the same time i cant say enough how much im into this girl but i have little to no money i need a job i need money for summer school i need to finish out the semester strong i want her to be my gf soon :D