so one week of school down and another all most past and i got a car a hyundai elantra. i feel good in the sense that i am FINALLY doing something with my life. kim and i are on some level ok... i dont know. i feel like she is just trying to distance herself from me. she needs space but i feel that she is keeping me too far away. i love her with a ( Read more... )

well kim and i are back together. hopefully this is the last time we break up, because i love her dearly. really not much more to say still looking for a job and trying to get into college. well ill update in a few days.until then....

last night kim flipped out over something that happened to me 6 months before i met her. shit happens. i wasnt proud of it then and im not proud of it now. thanx for caring only of yourself. we broke up to my dismay.

the day i had first updated my journal my friend danny who was more more like me and o so different than me than anyone on this planet died. he was 24 and died of a heart attack. he was my best friend. i miss him so much and hes isnt even in the ground. it f***ing hurts so bad. he had such a love for life. we had gone on uncountable nature hikes ( Read more... )

ive never expressed myself on my live journal until today, so here goes nothing. my girlfriend kim fights with me non stop. sometimes she has the right like when i came over her house stoned. but she over reacts and calls me a drug addict. last night my friend laura called at like mid night and kim who is sick was sleeping in my room i answered it ( Read more... )