So today I went to get my wisdom teeth removed. I thought I was going to remove only two but I got all four pulled out. The doctor that did it for me had a lot of experience, and she was not particularly rough so that was good. And it did not take too long, maybe an hour give or take.

WHAT WASN'T GOOD. She gave me a lot of anesthetic shots so ( Read more... )

I really am, and I'm sorry for not being a good person and for not showing people I appreciate them.

I haven't told anyone yet because talking about it makes me feel uneasy and emotional.

My mother has a neck tumor. She told me maybe a week ago, and I've been carrying this information around, heavy in my heart. She probably needs surgery, she said ( Read more... )

Did you all die or something?

I think it is so boring, writing on Livejournal now. No one is here and it's basically like talking to myself. I wrote a poem for English. My teacher was not happy with my last two lines, so she made me indecisive of what words I should use and blah blah blah. This is the end product.

Bare as Air

I looked in the mirror ( Read more... )

Seriously. Finals are coming up, and 1st semester is almost done and I am down low in the grade ghetto. Nothing seems to be working out for me. Nothing is really making me happier and everything is just disappointing. Grades, my physical appearance, my mother, school, friends, society, life in general is just giving me shit. I have nothing to look ( Read more... )

Why do they act like this. Why. I hate this. I hate all of them. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck this all. Fuck them all.

My family was suppose to go to Vegas. I was going to go book a room online. Then. An argument about how many days we were going to spend there and hotel arrangements. My mom had to lie to and not have a kid come over on ( Read more... )

My mom just likes yelling at me. Even for the most innocent things, she will reprimand me. Like today. Our sofas were delivered this morning, and my mom just kills herself because she wants things her way. As in she always makes more work for herself. As in rearranging the rugs 100 times, vacuuming 200 times, yelling at her oldest daughter 300 ( Read more... )

It has been 6 weeks since I last updated... 6 weeks! I know, but I made a goal to myself, to stop posting on LiveJournal if I was just going to type mindless rage. So I could've posted here sometime in those 6 weeks if the entry wasn't a rant but the thing was... every time I logged on I was an angry bitch that NEEDED TO RANT. So I didn't make a ( Read more... )

This is a completely pointless post for you, but not at all pointless for me. Needed a place to list movies in note.

Watched 
American Beauty
Better Than Chocolate
The Birdcage         
Breakfast on Pluto                                                                                      
Brokeback Mountain ( Read more... )

I'm trying to think of what to type. I didn't really have a motive to blog except: "OMIGOSH TODAY IS SUNDAY AND FEELS LIKE SOMETHING IS MISSING"
Something missing is haven't going to LiveJournal for a while. I don't know why I haven't been, I go online almost daily basis. So catching up. Actually, there is nothing to catch up. My stalker page's most ( Read more... )

So there you are. I'M NOT A STICKLER! REALLYYYYYY. (except for spelling) I'M WITH THE CROWD THAT SAYS "CAN" INSTEAD OF "MAY"! Well I sometimes use "may" when there's a particular teacher that wouldn't let you go piss unless you do otherwise, but really. I'm simple and down-to-earth. I WANT TO BE UNDERSTOOD. Why would I use SAT vocabulary and ( Read more... )