I occasionally think that I write like a boring snob so I try not too, but really, this is how I am. (<.<) It would make a lot more sense if you see me in person and listen to the way I rant/converse. My random up-down voice that begins or ends with a gravelly undertone (so a friend said) to an annoying high-pitched screech (I know). The reason I ( Read more... )

SCHOOL! I HATE IT! HATE IT FOREVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR. IT'S SOOOOOOOO PAINFUL!!
I just hate it. I don't want to go in deep detail because I'm beyond dull when I go "documentary descriptive" and it will recall traumatic reminiscence.
ARGGGGGG. Just thinking about it causes my tongue to go dry and my head spiraling in unpleasant mania. (not over- ( Read more... )

I was going to write yesterday, but I somehow got sidetracked. And I was given two subjects to write about, both weren't very appealing, so I'm just going to do what I like. So... Thinking of a subject to type about.. Hmmmmmmmm.... *more thoughtful noises*  -Some moments later (includes bathroom breaks and getting a drink)-

I have decided. The mold ( Read more... )

I don't want to clean my room. Because I feel like it.
I don't want to be nice to the people I love. Because I feel like it.
I rather not try to make any friends, because I feel like it.
I don't feel like being human, so I can tell everyone to fuck off.

To make this entry totally random, let me just start off by saying that I am totally obsessed with making bento lunches and all things related. I really want to go to Mitsuwa/Dai Yu and buy a cute bento box and begin my adventures. Right now, I'm just looking at recipes, cool ideas and the like.

I really like this bento box.

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And me.

Only one thing that can seriously distract me from being all mushy-mushy and happy with the event that is going to occur later on today(THT), is the people who rant about Breaking Dawn. I am going to kill everyone, including my friends, if anyone dares to claim that they were an idiot and bought the damn book at midnight. I don't care who ( Read more... )

Sunday is Honorary Title day!

WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Haha. Hah.

I am extremely disappointed in myself. Why do I tell myself, that I have to be better and then slack off with such undeserved nonchalant attitude. Why do I torment myself with my own lies when I shouldn't even be allowed to be optimistic. I don't understand myself. It's like hearing things that aren't really there. There are a lot of things I can ( Read more... )

Last Saturday, I went to visit my grandfather from my father's side. I haven't seen him for a year more and I was nervous. Grandpa was sent to the hospital's critical care center because he got sick, something about his lungs, and it was assumed that he didn't have much time left. My parents visited him before, and brought back tales of horror and ( Read more... )

I typed something. And then my internet made me lose it. I really do not feel like retyping/recalling my thoughts, it feels fake and so insincere. I will have to wait until I can type something that was expressive and true as before. All I can tell you that the previous lost entry was titled "Chicken Tits".

P.S. My mood is more like Bright Eyes than ( Read more... )